,这所谓的信任在现在讲出来。就好像是一种讽刺,失去了它原有的纯真和诚实。
“谢谢你,可惜我辜负你了。有件事情我想告诉你,但我想你是不会相信的。请你记得。一直到最后。我也是为你好,因为你是我最重要的朋友。”
林沐晨说完这些话,不顾女孩儿在电话那头一个劲地叫她的名字,她果断挂了电话,并且关了机。
她想了又想,还是拨通了酒店前台的电话。
“喂?请帮我拿一些稿纸和笔上来。”
just one last dance
oh baby
just one last dance oh...
we meetthe nightthe spanish café
i lookyour eyes
just dont know whatsay
it feels likedrowningsalty water
a few hours left til the suns gonna rise
tomorrow will eits timerealize
our love has finished forever
how i wishe with you
how i wishmakethrough
just one last dance
beforesay goodbye
whensway and turn round
and round and round
its like the first time
just one e
holdtight and keepwarm
cause the nightgetting cold
and i dont know where i belong
just one last dance
the wine and the lights and the spanish guitar
ill never fet how romantic they are
but i know
tomorrow ill lose the one i love
thereswaye with you
its the only thingdo
just one last dance
beforesay goodbye
whensway and turn round
and round and round
its like the first time
just one e
holdtight and keepwarm
cause the nightgetting cold
and i dont know where i belong
just one last dance
just one last dance
beforesay goodbye
whensway and turn round
and round and round
its like the first time
just one e
holdtight and keepwarm
cause the nightgetting cold
and i dont know where i belong
just one last dance
beforesay goodbye
whensway and turn round
and round and round
its like the first time
just one e
holdtight and keepwarm
cause the nightgetting cold
and i dont know where i belong...
just one last dance
just one last dance
just one e
just one e
just one last dance
……
林沐晨站在酒店的天台之上,身旁的手机里放着的是那首歌,那首她和姜澄澈订婚的时候。两个人合唱的那首歌。
“林沐晨,订婚的时候要不要来点新奇的?”回想规划订婚流程的时候。姜澄澈依旧面无表情,对坐在一边兴致勃勃的林沐晨说道。
“什么新奇的?你也会新奇的?”林沐晨乐呵呵地质疑,不知道为什么,明明只是假订婚,她却很当真。
“合唱一首歌吧。你喜欢什么歌?”姜澄澈终于笑了,在盛夏的阳光中,笑容是金黄色的……
其实,不过两个月前而已,但现在,就已经恍若隔世了。
最后一支舞,即使知道姜澄澈是仇人,也愿意和他一起跳完。
姜澄澈,如果还有来世,我希望和你再早些相遇,我希望,我能够救赎你,于无望无尽的仇恨尽头。而今生,到此为止吧。
音乐,三五分钟之后就戛然而止了,林沐晨看了看黑夜中稀稀落落的几颗星星,最后留恋地笑了笑,一如很多年前,她第一次见到姜澄澈那样,骄傲又卑微。如果,时间一直停留在那时,该多好,是自己想要的太多了,却忽略了自知之明,选择了这条不归路。
最后一次,让我拥抱这个世界吧。哪怕这个世界,再也容不下我了。我至少,还可以用鲜血写成一首歌,一首我爱过的歌。
林沐晨笑了笑,她的世界,从未像今天这样清晰过。
她从天台上跃下,双臂张开着,微笑着迎接,这个世界……
最后一次……(未完待续。。)